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Why are you so curious about this?
Wanting to know what it's like
Pulling you in so many directions
Subconsciously acting out this wondrous curiosity

Constantly reminding you of this
This is so interesting to you
Not knowing is eating you alive
Its just a waste of time...

A slave to your thoughts
Because of you life will never be the same
It will change because you are so blind
To the truth...You are a stranger

So you want to know what's like?
Remember i warned you
You are going to cry
Welcome to my world

You are the pawn now
Not the king
Doing what you are told....
Not what you want

Wake up every morning hating
Because you exist..Because you breathe
Never escaping this
So frustrated..You wish to die

Outcast in your eyes
An exile of the commonplace
Not fitting in....Not even in your mind
And hurting...

Thoughts and questions fill you
Almost as much as the unexplainable rage
Look in the mirror and see your worst enemy
Run away and start again

So i tell you...forget this
Once you are here
You can never go back
This didn't happen...Not to you

For Life

For Life

I'm a slave to this
Stuck between life and the urge to die.....Again
Subjected to this for so long
There is another way to understand this life...But its unknown to me

Never again...No
Looking for you...Gone
Needing you...For some time
Too bad things are what they seem

I feel i am nothing to you
And i can see it in your eyes
Hear it in your words
And feel everything you try to hide

I'll go back in my hole
And not bother you
Shut my life away
And stop giving a shit..Again

Cast out and shut out of this
Crashing emotions explode into a fit of rage
Ideas that i am already dead
Selfish needs to live overshadow my enveloping darkness

Does existence always come with such a price?
To live for life...and hate it?
To hate life...And still breathe?
Always have so much hate?

Corrosion of the life i so wanted...
Rusting and falling apart without you
Revealing..my mind...
So dead without you

Now i lie in the ruins of a broken life
Burnt on the stake..Ashes blowing away
Across the sea...
My heart is scattered

Sing the song of pain
Expect me to cry for you
Those times are over
You see.i won't be here forever...

Blackest Hope

Blackest Hope

Look away..Cause this isn't right
Please don't let this Bother you
Its only natural for me
It doesn't matter....I'll go away

Its not your fault...
Blame anything but yourself
I know this feeling won't go away
But you gotta try...

What is it?.
Everythings gonna be alright
Get it out of your head....
Out of your mind

You had no idea it would come to this
Actually neither did i
Things like this happen to alot of people
You are one of the few...let it go

On that day..I said I'm immortal
You looked at me and smiled
I know you are..You said
Now put that gun away

I regret this happened
I regret i let you get to know me
I regret i ever hurt you
And i regret i didn't do it sooner

Tell me how it was your fault
And i'll believe your words
You were not there
You never heard a thing

Well this is nothing that could be changed
Hell i even did you a favor
Less to do
And a lot less to put up with

Remember you didn't do a thing
And don't pray for me
I'm long gone away
And unreachable by all means

After the spark...There was a bang
And then there was silence
No hurt no pain
Never breathing again

All the while you knew what i held inside
You ignored it
I don't blame you
I would have done the same thing

I regret this happened
I regret i let you get to know me
I regret i ever hurt you
And i regret i didn't do it sooner

Don't you dare feel bad for me
I got what i wanted
I seen you and said good bye
And its more than i did for you

I couldn't handle it anymore
The pain in my life
The pain i caused
So many lost...I can't wait to see them again

I never had a chance to say goodbye to most of the ones i loved
My grandparents i loved so much
Cousins and friends
And now i lose myself too

Now i am going on a trip
I hope i don't find you along the way
I hope you make something out of your life
This is it..Goodnight,Dream well,And i love you so.....

I regret this happened
I regret i let you get to know me
I regret i ever hurt you
And i regret i didn't do it sooner

Where No Light Shines

Where No Light Shines


WRONG.... i didn't love you!!!!
WRONG...i didn't fucking care!!!
WRONG ......nothing was real!!!
WRONG.....i forgot you were alive.....FUCK YOU!!!!

Today i was thinking about you
And it brought a smile to my face
Thinking of all we shared..
And how much i hate you

You are the thorn in my side
The ice in my veins...Cold ooooh so cold
So what are you doing today?
Will you jump into the fire for me?

I am inside you
Your heart...your mind
Feeding off of the futile love you have for me
I want you to want me.....to kill you

Princess...what were you thinking
Doing me like that
Fucking me...fucking him too
Scar my mind...And trying to mend it with lies

OOOOhhh i want to take you away from this life
Permanently Away from me
Alone like you made me inside
I want to take you where no light shines

Alone and setting on the curb
Looking for a ride...To nowhere
And you finally have the will to try
And i am NEVER COMING BACK TO YOU!!!!

WRONG.... i didn't love you!!!!
WRONG...i didn't fucking care!!!
WRONG ......nothing was real!!!
WRONG.....i forgot you were alive.....FUCK YOU!!!!

I loved...I really did
But the will was not there
And i tried to make it...
But fate was just way too strong

And this time..i'm leaving for good
Worse or better...It is never happening again
Day by day....it was worthless...Worthless like you
And i moved to better things....Like a shotgun blast to the balls

I think its time to see you again
and let you know....you are a bitch
Like everyone else thinks
And coming from me....you will see its true

Alone and setting on the curb
Looking for a ride...To nowhere
And you finally have the will to try
And i am NEVER COMING BACK TO YOU!!!!

WRONG.... i didn't love you!!!!
WRONG...i didn't fucking care!!!
WRONG ......nothing was real!!!
WRONG.....i forgot you were alive.....FUCK YOU!!!!

...............................WRONG...........................

From Dusk To Dissection


Then the fall of the messiah
The ending of the little shred of sanity
Twisted mind....The even flow no more
Sacrilege....the name of the final angel...The (Soul) survivor

Pro and con
Evil and light
Holy explosion killing the evil....Tainting the pure
On this...the final night of man

The moon falls
Crumbling mass
Genocide is the way
May the end set you free....Free fall

Lightspeed death
Slowly taking it in
Inferno....Blinding....Scarring the land
Black water boils and engulfs the light

Does the angels know your name?
Written down in a book?
Your mortal body...does it breathe or rot?
Destroyed...it can never be repaired

Abyssmal And ethereal legions
The humans trampled under otherworldly weight
Ground scattered with swords and shields....guns and mines
Killing fields....Dissected for the world to see

When will this end?
Signal for the ultimate weapon
The giant cloud...Melts flesh and incinerates the soul
Alone in the garden...Harvesting the last spark of life

Go look into the mirror
You turn and run everyday
Christ...Have you seen his name on the milk carton
Or is he like adam...lying headless in a field

The time approches
Make your choices
Hell on earth...Kill....or die
Final inspiration of the father

What will be your final wish?
Are you scared?
Its your life
FALL......................AWAY!!!!!!

Morons and idiots
Wagering on the victor
Dead anyway
Political documents state this is the end?

The war silences
The air clears..
Fear subsides...
The whistling of the wind is al you hear

Natural Born Loser

Natural Born Loser

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

Life..Careless as the day you were born
Death is only natural...And pure
Living is done with me
Slipping away and looking straight ahead

Gripping on to the memories of you
I set here...And i wait
For a call...A letter
Something to reassure me i'm alive

Pain or ecstasy
Swimming to a shore ..so far away
Will i make it?...Do i really want to?
I wish i never existed....To have hurt you

You don't need to care
But i guess its too late
Do you really need me?
I set and hide....Waiting for an answer i don't want

Holding on to tattered shreds of a life i once wanted
Never seeing the light behind the darkness
At night it feels so cold
No one to hold....No one to see...Oh well

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

Repelled by the thought of being needed
All the while needing to be
I want to die tonight
Will you welcome me with open arms??

Godless and lifeless
Needing to not be needed
Wanting it all....This existence i once desired
Nothing more than a cloud of dust...In a macabre life

Shit on and thrown away
Being begged to stay
Gone.....Or trapped?
It will be final this time

In this black and white world
Lied to and made fake
I watched my life disappear
And i'm alone

Why did you leave me?
Was it my fault?
Its so empty here
And i am over this life......NOW!!!!

Well i said my part
And i will leave you be
Would you really care??
And its final now....

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

Stitched With Barbed Wire

Stitched With Barbed Wire


Torn apart...Feeling so cold
Without anything to live for
Nothing holds me close
No one cares...No one at all

In this life of nothingness
I bleed for the chance of life
Ripped open from countless lies
Gone away is what i wish for

Hitting rock bottom
Crashing onto razor sharp shards
Of a twisted life
And a death wish..Never to be real

Never will i be the same
A victim of ruthless abandonment
Trapped,lost,dying......Alone
Needing all i will never have

Someone help me
Take me from this pain
Restore my soul
And devour my heart

Use me....
Need me...
Hurt me....
Forget me.....

I need you to help me
I can,t do this on my own
This sand is making me tired
Please carry me out of this pain

I have heard tales of this
I have believed in this
Please i beg of you..
I am forever forsaken

I look and see my footprints
Look again and see two
I feel honored
And no i am alone again

Look at me!!!!
Why are you angry!?!
Lifted me on high
Pummeled me in a rain of stone

What are you?
The king or a leper
Vigilante.....Turned martyr
Martyr turned TYRANT

I was a wretch
You saved me
Torn apart and bleeding
I was nothing...And you sewn me together

Once again whole
And turned inside out
Stitches and scars
Remnants of who i was

True at one time i was saved
But i am now the lost child seeking solace in the house of the dead
Needing everything and nothing
Nothing like you are...And what i will forever be

Where?

Where?


Alone i travel...To where i don't know
Looking at the stars
Feeling...Changing....Flying so high
The final flight of the phoenix


I can take anything you can give
And kill all you want to be
I am here...Not going away
Nothing without me....Haunting Ravaging

Taking you to places unknown
Places you will never be again
Making you do things
Just for my evil needs

No need to cry...I won't go away
Never will you be happy again
You need the pain
And you need me to hurt you

Like the death of a friend
I make you hate
Alone you feel
And alone you will be

No one can save you
No one cares
This place i take you
Has no one to help you

Sick and tired ...you want to give in
But your loathing keeps you from it
I hate you And will love you forever
Goodbye and farewell....i will be here tomorrow

Why do i do this
I love to smell your pain
To taste your tears
To feel your blood splattered across my face

I take you away
I grant you solace
No one will ever hurt you but me
I think i will take you away to a place of hate

The pictures and memories you cherish
I break and burn them away
By the look on your face i can tell what you think
And know i am THE ONLY ONE!!!!

Molest you and make you feel like nothing
Make you hate
Yourself and me
I grant you the greatest prize.....To know what helpless is

I feel your flesh
Hot and bruised...Like the knots on your body
I think i found my reason
I tear you down and shit on your life

You are nothing
....Less than you even know
I take you away
I HATE THIS PLACE!!!!

Compassion has no place here
I make you less than nothing
I degrade you...
Beat and spit on you

You are nothing....
And even less than your parents know
I am the one
And you are nothing

Look at your reflection
See that you are nothing
Beaten and Disgraced
Loathing everything you have become..And all you will never be

Forsaken Son

Forsaken Son

Upon the cross,A twisted fairy tale
Like the death of a son
Love all and keep their respect
He died......What have you done?

No sin in this existence
I will never fear the hand of (god)...Of doom
I won't change for you
Murder in your eyes...So full of gloom

See the world...War and death
Every race sees the chosen one
Its time that i stand on my own
Because i am forsaken...The fallen One

Angel of death....I am
The angel of light....In my shadow
Behold the BASTARD son of man
Are you the ascended one??I don't know

Into the night
Hanging from the holy tree
It looks like a twisted t
Time to wage war....Time to be free

Gates crashing as faith smolders in decay
The heavens fall....
The earth and hell merge
Hear the bell toll...Hear the final call

Feathered warriors descend
Horned legions ascend to kill..Where?
Can you hear this??!?!
Forsaken....I take your kingdom as my own ..i am the heir

Twisting blackness in the heart
Chaos Takes over
Time Falls apart and the gates fall
Yes it is over

No one wins
All has fallen
Some has still stayed behind
Burnt and scattered.....Sifting through the remains

The Bleeding Hollow

The Bleeding Hollow

As you are setting there
Bleeding and dying
Crying,Cold as ice and panicking
Remember you asked for this

I....see your face
Crippled by your ignorance
Idiot i see in you
Fading like a dim candles light

Revolving in your own world
Like Gods of the sun
Taunting...You resist
Its all about you

Aggressive and painfully real
You are going to die
The barrel of the gun in your face
Now you are the bearer of the bleeding hollow

Burn and rot
Die a million times
Start again....And again
Eternal and feeling yourself rot
You are the pawn....The fallen

Some things get better...
But not for long
Things get worse
And always will

Day by day you change to and fro
Like the tides rise and fall
You the bleeding hollow
Have a flow of your own

Like a crimson flood
The blood is warm
Red pools seep into the ground
Turning white as you begin to lose life blood

Tossed into the ditch
You crumple under your own weight
Fodder for the flies
The rats feast

Burn and rot
Die a million times
Start again....And again
Eternal and feeling yourself rot
You are the pawn....The fallen

Bloated and festering
Rancid and raw
Skin wriggling with insects
You turn into nothing

Bleeding black slime
Putrid skin blackens and falls away
Descending into the dirt
The maggots feast

Slowly they start to leave you
leaving only Leather flesh
Clinging to bleached bones
The shattered skull of the bleeding hollow