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Why are you so curious about this?
Wanting to know what it's like
Pulling you in so many directions
Subconsciously acting out this wondrous curiosity

Constantly reminding you of this
This is so interesting to you
Not knowing is eating you alive
Its just a waste of time...

A slave to your thoughts
Because of you life will never be the same
It will change because you are so blind
To the truth...You are a stranger

So you want to know what's like?
Remember i warned you
You are going to cry
Welcome to my world

You are the pawn now
Not the king
Doing what you are told....
Not what you want

Wake up every morning hating
Because you exist..Because you breathe
Never escaping this
So frustrated..You wish to die

Outcast in your eyes
An exile of the commonplace
Not fitting in....Not even in your mind
And hurting...

Thoughts and questions fill you
Almost as much as the unexplainable rage
Look in the mirror and see your worst enemy
Run away and start again

So i tell you...forget this
Once you are here
You can never go back
This didn't happen...Not to you

For Life

For Life

I'm a slave to this
Stuck between life and the urge to die.....Again
Subjected to this for so long
There is another way to understand this life...But its unknown to me

Never again...No
Looking for you...Gone
Needing you...For some time
Too bad things are what they seem

I feel i am nothing to you
And i can see it in your eyes
Hear it in your words
And feel everything you try to hide

I'll go back in my hole
And not bother you
Shut my life away
And stop giving a shit..Again

Cast out and shut out of this
Crashing emotions explode into a fit of rage
Ideas that i am already dead
Selfish needs to live overshadow my enveloping darkness

Does existence always come with such a price?
To live for life...and hate it?
To hate life...And still breathe?
Always have so much hate?

Corrosion of the life i so wanted...
Rusting and falling apart without you
Revealing..my mind...
So dead without you

Now i lie in the ruins of a broken life
Burnt on the stake..Ashes blowing away
Across the sea...
My heart is scattered

Sing the song of pain
Expect me to cry for you
Those times are over
You see.i won't be here forever...

Blackest Hope

Blackest Hope

Look away..Cause this isn't right
Please don't let this Bother you
Its only natural for me
It doesn't matter....I'll go away

Its not your fault...
Blame anything but yourself
I know this feeling won't go away
But you gotta try...

What is it?.
Everythings gonna be alright
Get it out of your head....
Out of your mind

You had no idea it would come to this
Actually neither did i
Things like this happen to alot of people
You are one of the few...let it go

On that day..I said I'm immortal
You looked at me and smiled
I know you are..You said
Now put that gun away

I regret this happened
I regret i let you get to know me
I regret i ever hurt you
And i regret i didn't do it sooner

Tell me how it was your fault
And i'll believe your words
You were not there
You never heard a thing

Well this is nothing that could be changed
Hell i even did you a favor
Less to do
And a lot less to put up with

Remember you didn't do a thing
And don't pray for me
I'm long gone away
And unreachable by all means

After the spark...There was a bang
And then there was silence
No hurt no pain
Never breathing again

All the while you knew what i held inside
You ignored it
I don't blame you
I would have done the same thing

I regret this happened
I regret i let you get to know me
I regret i ever hurt you
And i regret i didn't do it sooner

Don't you dare feel bad for me
I got what i wanted
I seen you and said good bye
And its more than i did for you

I couldn't handle it anymore
The pain in my life
The pain i caused
So many lost...I can't wait to see them again

I never had a chance to say goodbye to most of the ones i loved
My grandparents i loved so much
Cousins and friends
And now i lose myself too

Now i am going on a trip
I hope i don't find you along the way
I hope you make something out of your life
This is it..Goodnight,Dream well,And i love you so.....

I regret this happened
I regret i let you get to know me
I regret i ever hurt you
And i regret i didn't do it sooner

Where No Light Shines

Where No Light Shines


WRONG.... i didn't love you!!!!
WRONG...i didn't fucking care!!!
WRONG ......nothing was real!!!
WRONG.....i forgot you were alive.....FUCK YOU!!!!

Today i was thinking about you
And it brought a smile to my face
Thinking of all we shared..
And how much i hate you

You are the thorn in my side
The ice in my veins...Cold ooooh so cold
So what are you doing today?
Will you jump into the fire for me?

I am inside you
Your heart...your mind
Feeding off of the futile love you have for me
I want you to want me.....to kill you

Princess...what were you thinking
Doing me like that
Fucking me...fucking him too
Scar my mind...And trying to mend it with lies

OOOOhhh i want to take you away from this life
Permanently Away from me
Alone like you made me inside
I want to take you where no light shines

Alone and setting on the curb
Looking for a ride...To nowhere
And you finally have the will to try
And i am NEVER COMING BACK TO YOU!!!!

WRONG.... i didn't love you!!!!
WRONG...i didn't fucking care!!!
WRONG ......nothing was real!!!
WRONG.....i forgot you were alive.....FUCK YOU!!!!

I loved...I really did
But the will was not there
And i tried to make it...
But fate was just way too strong

And this time..i'm leaving for good
Worse or better...It is never happening again
Day by day....it was worthless...Worthless like you
And i moved to better things....Like a shotgun blast to the balls

I think its time to see you again
and let you know....you are a bitch
Like everyone else thinks
And coming from me....you will see its true

Alone and setting on the curb
Looking for a ride...To nowhere
And you finally have the will to try
And i am NEVER COMING BACK TO YOU!!!!

WRONG.... i didn't love you!!!!
WRONG...i didn't fucking care!!!
WRONG ......nothing was real!!!
WRONG.....i forgot you were alive.....FUCK YOU!!!!

...............................WRONG...........................

From Dusk To Dissection


Then the fall of the messiah
The ending of the little shred of sanity
Twisted mind....The even flow no more
Sacrilege....the name of the final angel...The (Soul) survivor

Pro and con
Evil and light
Holy explosion killing the evil....Tainting the pure
On this...the final night of man

The moon falls
Crumbling mass
Genocide is the way
May the end set you free....Free fall

Lightspeed death
Slowly taking it in
Inferno....Blinding....Scarring the land
Black water boils and engulfs the light

Does the angels know your name?
Written down in a book?
Your mortal body...does it breathe or rot?
Destroyed...it can never be repaired

Abyssmal And ethereal legions
The humans trampled under otherworldly weight
Ground scattered with swords and shields....guns and mines
Killing fields....Dissected for the world to see

When will this end?
Signal for the ultimate weapon
The giant cloud...Melts flesh and incinerates the soul
Alone in the garden...Harvesting the last spark of life

Go look into the mirror
You turn and run everyday
Christ...Have you seen his name on the milk carton
Or is he like adam...lying headless in a field

The time approches
Make your choices
Hell on earth...Kill....or die
Final inspiration of the father

What will be your final wish?
Are you scared?
Its your life
FALL......................AWAY!!!!!!

Morons and idiots
Wagering on the victor
Dead anyway
Political documents state this is the end?

The war silences
The air clears..
Fear subsides...
The whistling of the wind is al you hear

Natural Born Loser

Natural Born Loser

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

Life..Careless as the day you were born
Death is only natural...And pure
Living is done with me
Slipping away and looking straight ahead

Gripping on to the memories of you
I set here...And i wait
For a call...A letter
Something to reassure me i'm alive

Pain or ecstasy
Swimming to a shore ..so far away
Will i make it?...Do i really want to?
I wish i never existed....To have hurt you

You don't need to care
But i guess its too late
Do you really need me?
I set and hide....Waiting for an answer i don't want

Holding on to tattered shreds of a life i once wanted
Never seeing the light behind the darkness
At night it feels so cold
No one to hold....No one to see...Oh well

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

Repelled by the thought of being needed
All the while needing to be
I want to die tonight
Will you welcome me with open arms??

Godless and lifeless
Needing to not be needed
Wanting it all....This existence i once desired
Nothing more than a cloud of dust...In a macabre life

Shit on and thrown away
Being begged to stay
Gone.....Or trapped?
It will be final this time

In this black and white world
Lied to and made fake
I watched my life disappear
And i'm alone

Why did you leave me?
Was it my fault?
Its so empty here
And i am over this life......NOW!!!!

Well i said my part
And i will leave you be
Would you really care??
And its final now....

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??

If i were to die today
Would you cry for me?
If i were to die today
Would anyone care?
And if i were to make it so...
Would you miss me??